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Trapped in Cyberworld
03:58 May 29 2006
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I wanta venture into the real world, outside in the open, but i think its to late, becides I dont think i could get of the comp...
Cassie's busy tring to fix her life right now. I'm trying to stay out of the way and help when she asks. Because when i freely give my advice, she never takes it. YEs I have finally learned I am not her mother. I'm going to let her make her own mistakes and even if it kills me to see her screwing herself over I cant do anything but watch. Why? Because I know that if i did something or said something. It does little good and possibly more harm.
Me? Well i think i already fixed my problems.... im back to where i was anyway.
I learned something today that should have made me mad... well it did kinda but not as much as you would think. IT only added to the fact that i want to hit something really hard, which is why im going to "play" racket ball tomorrow.( I have play in quotations because i actually have no clue how to play racket ball, i just love to hit the ball in the room where it bounces off the walls and cannot excape) After I go shoping with my mother i will defenatly need to vent.
*sighs* I should try to stay away from cyberworld... it takes away from life... sure its good when i can not venture forth into real world but its summer, Real world calls to me and i just sit here hiding.
I went to a friends Graduation party the other day. She's really cool, cus its not like were close friends or anything but she keeps calling me to hang out. We are totally different ppl and I really dont understand why she keeps calling me to hang out. Im glad she does though. It was awesome fun. Sad though, cus i will probably never see those ppl agian. They were cool people... I wish i could hang out with them again. oh well... I'll just move on. Thats all i can do. no use wishing for something that wont happen.
The best way to excape from cyberworld is to find lots of friends in the outside world.
I will be stuck here forever....
ME03:36 May 03 2006
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WoTT! PYODS! Enter my dreams if you dare you t hink you know me, but you don't, and you probubly don't care to either... that's cool. we all have our own lifes to figure out. Just remember that I will get out of here someday. I will find the people who truly care about me and I can honestly say I care about them. Perhaps you are the one for me. Merhaps not. Either way, I must never lose hope that I will find my pack someday. After all, finding life is all part of the experience right?
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Menagerie
19:26 Apr 25 2008
actually this kinda proves never say never.